Those who know me understand I often wake in the middle of the night with my mind racing with fresh inspiration. I sketch, write ideas, verses, and just try to fall back asleep. I also work a lot at the end of the day. Partly because I have time for stillness and no interruptions. All the ideas I have had being busy with more mundane things, such as the joy that is laundry, now can be processed and given attention.
I am to some point naturally nocturnal. I like to say I am just attuned to the moon. Some of the work habits I have that produce wonderful results also have me working odd times that are not conducive to working at the studio. I get more done at home for some reason. So I have decided to move my studio to a room downstairs.
Hopefully I will avoid the frustrations of having some supplies spread between two locations, not to mention my reference books. The bottom line is I have spent the last three years working in a few directions. As it has happened before I feel like I am working in different directions and then Eureka they all meet up and the clarity and path ahead is so strong! This recently happened. All the different things I have been playing with and experimenting with, all the subject areas I have been working in- All met up!
WHEW! I was not wasting time being indecisive, I was on some level subconsciously mastering separate areas to end up at this point. Good thing I didn’t judge and second guess but just kept rolling along.
Now I have to really buckle down and lay out details. In order to do all this I must, must, MUST balance out everything so there is no conflict.
The most exciting thing is the advice I am getting and the BIG project I am working on. I want to talk about it, I want to share it, I want to share more of the work I am doing. I just can’t. Not all the writing, not all the art, not the completed stuff. AGGGH! It is so hard. But sharing it on the net means publishing it. I can’t publish a great deal of it!! It is going to test me.
Balance is tricky- time, space, solitude…. all so needed in the right amounts!